The Night I don’t Remember

Tonight when I was in bed

Him talking something serious

The words finally poured out

that he loved only one girl

and that was not me

The heart singed down

as those words pierced my ears

Voice cracked

not able to speak

Thought I meant nothing

All this was a fake, a lie

Wanted to get up & runaway

The truth was so cold

that it hurt me deeply

Body froze and

lips were trembling, trying

to control, make everything fine.

At last, he stopped

His words took a different way

He turned to me and asked

Do I Still Love Him?

Today is the next day

I got up thinking about last night

What happened?

What did I reply?

Do I still love him?

Yes?

No?

I did say something

I just don’t know what

My heart is waiting for answer

But my mind is trying to figure out

I am trying to figure out

Figure out what??

If I am so desperate to remember

I wouldn’t have forgot

Maybe I don’t want to know

So just let it go……

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Got Hacked!!!!

Hey guys, i got to know that few hours before my account was hacked and the hacker published a new post on my account titled “My Confession”…well now that lives in my trash and i couldn’t get to know who was it but i am happy to get my account back. About the post..those were not my words so i don’t need to worry about that but i do care about the one who wrote it….it was a nice try and i hope he/she keeps writing such things and someday make their own account..m sure it would be read and appreciated by all. Dear hacker, All the best for your future. ūüôā

PINK nailpaint

Feminine effect unfurls

as the glossy liquid spills 

Brush softly moves through 

making every edge fill

Two minutes of wait & then

every gaze stays a little longer 

Heart of every men sinks

Such is the condition, when I

wear the nailpaint Pink            

Unconscious Mind Speaks..

w1                                                              sometimes this is all what I need

w2                                                                but I have got Ego problem

Ink

As the blood moves through veins

The ink of my pen flows on paper

To describe my feelings

Irony is, the color is not same

Scar

Running through the past

seems so vague

Writhing miasma plummets

that I couldn’t take

Tangled longings

are so lachrymose

A cloud full of chaos

sarcastically flows

The ache may wane

but will always last

Melding in present

cause I have these Scars.

WEB

My thoughts wander around 

Heart singes in the middle

When you leave me alone 

My feelings rest in tears

 

Its been so long waiting for you

Its been so long sitting here

on this shiny sparkling bed

But no longer ‘m amuse

You see how its like

the things I do for you

But now ‘m giving away,everything I have

Cause ‘m just so sick of this Web.¬†