The Night I don’t Remember

Tonight when I was in bed

Him talking something serious

The words finally poured out

that he loved only one girl

and that was not me

The heart singed down

as those words pierced my ears

Voice cracked

not able to speak

Thought I meant nothing

All this was a fake, a lie

Wanted to get up & runaway

The truth was so cold

that it hurt me deeply

Body froze and

lips were trembling, trying

to control, make everything fine.

At last, he stopped

His words took a different way

He turned to me and asked

Do I Still Love Him?

Today is the next day

I got up thinking about last night

What happened?

What did I reply?

Do I still love him?



I did say something

I just don’t know what

My heart is waiting for answer

But my mind is trying to figure out

I am trying to figure out

Figure out what??

If I am so desperate to remember

I wouldn’t have forgot

Maybe I don’t want to know

So just let it go……



I opened my diary

and flipped every page

My memories revived

n I found myself in cage…

U could be MINE.

It was my first day in college

when I saw you, with your

Adorable smile and black shining eyes

I wished you would come to me,

and yes you came, 

but to my friend to ask her name

Still I waited for the whole day,in

a hope of speaking to you

in each and every possible way

But, all I found was you with a girl

She was dressed beautifully, and

looked like a pearl

My face was smiling but, 

inside I was dying, 

All I could do was wishing


Lack of ME

I have the words 

but I lack emotions


I can see

but I lack vision


I have an aim

but I lack passion


I know the moves

but I lack confidence


I have my friends

but I lack friendship


I want to love

but I lack feelings


I have thee

but I lack ME